dating..? going out...?

i'm so confused.
i've never meant to do that.
i thought 'going out' is just going dinner or mall or something.
but, i talked to my friends and then i realized that, we are in relationships!

i have to talk to him right now.
he said it's not big deal, but...i've been here only for 2 months, there are a lot of things going, i don't afford to deal with it yet.

you know..?

it's not that i don't like him, but..
like..what's the rush?

i can't say i'm happy with it so far.

seriously.